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Name: Jackie
Birthday: 6/29/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: reading, singing, reading, writing, reading, fencing, reading, playing oboe, reading, running, reading, usy (when i go), and reading
Expertise: music....and more...
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
Member Since:
4/27/2004
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| lately ive been really happy...
i'm quitting xanga... its not like anyone reads it anyway
laterz,
jackie | | |
| this is probably going to be my last entry before i leave for the cruise...*sigsh*
wat happened today- well nothing really at all. in all, it was a pretty sucky day. except i got a 93 on my french coloring book, yea thats the only thing that happened that was quite interesting.
the past week tho has been pretty good. wesnday after school i chilled with mr. schilp for a while. god i miss bio! that was seriously my favorit class last year. before you say, "hey ur such a loser, you hung out with a teacher" u have to understand that its schilp, and i swear i am more mature than him..but it was cool, kim was there too. we just talked about life....and how much i hate citrin (my chem teacher)
well...something else that is funny that happened this week is...ummm...well im pretty sure some funny things happened, i just forget wat.
o yea...in math today me, schwanke, and sam were talking. and they kept asking me for answers and i got really annoyed...this is the rest of the conversation...i dk...the last sentence is funny...or atleast i thought it was...
schwanke- u wouldnt have this problem if u didnt fail out of accelerate...
me- i didnt fail....i got a C
sam- he said something like this..AHH! i cant remember..all i remember is that it ended with...."eating something decident...like...i cant believe its not butter...
blah---i cant believe i forgot that...i even told myself not too...
well...finally im going to post some lyrics...everyone remember alanis morrisette...well i love her music...and this song-
You Learn
I recommend getting your heart trampled on to anyone
I recommend walking around naked in your living room
Swallow it down (what a jagged little pill)
It feels so good (swimming in your stomach)
Wait until the dust settles
You live you learn
You love you learn
You cry you learn
You lose you learn
You bleed you learn
You scream you learn
I recommend biting off more than you can chew to anyone
I certainly do
I recommend sticking your foot in your mouth at anytime
Feel free
Throw it down (the caution blocks you from the wind)
Hold it up (to the rays)
You wait and see when the smoke clears
You live you learn
You love you learn
You cry you learn
You lose you learn
You bleed you learn
You scream you learn
Wear it out (like a three-year-old would do)
Melt it down (you're gonna have to eventually anyway)
The fire trucks are coming up around the bend
You live you learn
You love you learn
You cry you learn
You lose you learn
You bleed you learn
You scream you learn
You grieve you learn
You choke you learn
You laugh you learn
You choose you learn
You pray you learn
You ask you learn
You live you learn
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| this week has been going way way way way way better...thank god. im just a little stressed i have a lot of work to do before i go away.
wat happened today...so far...cause im in science research. well i worked on my script with joe and phyllis- i swear we are going to end up murdering one another at the end of this. pedulla was amazing as usual...yesterday actually we spent more then half the period listening to him go on about how amazing Narnia was. i cant wait to see that movie. i loved that book, the imagination of some people amaze me and god...that book was amazing. history is fun. i like my new teacher, mrs creegan, she is soo nice. gym was amazing. volleyball!! but some of the kids in my class are such ball hogs....god...guys..so egotistical sometimes. combined chorus...concerts tomorrow...millburn auditorium 7:30...but we are probably going to suck.
markus has been HIlarious lately...U HEAR THAT MARKUS!!! LMAO!- waterboy
intense ultimate frisbee-- animal style---u know ur jealous
i officially have a step family- wowie..the religious ceremony is in march- ill be at that one- its the one that actually counts.
soooo much hw tonight...
peace,
jackie
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| hey peeps,
things have been getting way better...
my mom and arik are getting their civil marriage ceremony done on tuesday. its like real...sort of freaky.
chem..i have a test on tuesday. crosses fingers.
science research...my mentor doesnt like my idea...crap..
but other than those things ive been feeling way better.
it was a snow day yesterday...that made me happy.
i also cant wait for the cruise. i leave a week from tomorrow. its going to be soo restful....i cant wait.
<3
jackie
more stuff...
omg...i just had the best night ever. first i went sledding with ben, michela, and matt...and then we just chilled...it was awesome
it was deff. wat i needed...happy
<3
jackie | | |
| these past couple of days have been totally and completely terrible...
it seems that nothing is going my way...
especially chem...i failed that quiz...ughhhl...i am such an idiot. i have a test on monday which i better ace, so you all know what i am doing this weekend. chem has been frusterating me sooo much that ive been snappy and mean, its pathetic. i did something stupid...well thats no surprise. i said some things i shouldnt have...well i should have....but they deffinantly did not come out the way i wanted them to....
my "best friend" hasnt really been here for me either these days...especially now...when i really need her the most.
fencing is fun...but the team is corrupt and its pissing me off.
the only good thing thats happening is my science research crap. even though im updating during science research i do have a plan. and its a good one. my project is getting started. i should be done running subjects in july. my moms sooo excited...me not soo much. the excitement of this course ended before it even started for me.
yesterday i jammed my hand in volleyball.
wow...its not the end of the world...things well get better...i know i can do better...just take one step at a time...
this thing can sort of be used for therapy at some points...it feels good to write out my problems...and you dont have to read them if you dont wanna
some thank yous-
people who have helped me with chem- mainly dan campeaus, carrie, phyllis, gav, and more people i cant think of right now
people who have been there for me- markus, gav, jennie, blumenthal, helen, christina, berky, and more people i cant think of lately
i really appreciate it guys...thanks
later loves,
jackie | | |
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